| 002. 15 AUGUST 1998. |
[August 15] |
I completely forgot that this time of year is about when the Hogwarts supply lists arrive. I don't have much of a reason to pay attention to that this year anyway, since I'm not going back. Honestly I can't imagine why any of you would want to go back if you had the choice It's a relief to not have to think about it, but it's bloody strange too. Last year I was dreading it, & my father had just died & my mum was gone, & so was Kevin. I'm not really sure how I feel about having to get a job now while some of you go back to class, except relieved.
I can't even bring myself to give a fuck about the World Cup
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| 001. 30 JULY 1998. |
[July 30] |
Warded Private:
Just two more days & it'll be one year. One year since everything changed & one year since I last saw my dad. I know everything was going to hell long before that, but it didn't hit me before that, not really, because I was too young to remember the first war & everything that happened. I hate that he's not here. I hate that I had to go through everything at school without him around. I hate that I could never even tell him about all of that shit. I hate that mum's not the same & I don't even think I know her anymore because she's been away, & I don't think she knows me either, but I don't even know me anymore. I know he'd be angry that I'm not just going for what I want but I don't know if now's the right time.
This sounds so stupid.
Warded to Kevin Entwhistle:
Busy this weekend?
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